February 2010 Entries

I thought it would be easier once they were adults. I thought all the little things would go away. I can't separate myself from my kid's problems. If they have a problem, I have a problem. I guess I should be glad they tell me about them and come to me for help. But the thing is, they move on from their troubles and I cannot. I've got to learn how to do that because its affecting me a lot. I'm a mental mess.

It's been a very tough year so far. It's been one thing after another. When will some good times come? When will it get easier? When will they be able to take care of themselves? I'm only one man. I can't do it all. I can't be right all the time.

I'm pretty much at my wit's end. I can't take much more.