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        <title>Outta My Mind</title>
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            <title>You Don't Know How It Feels - Tom Petty</title>
            <category>Family</category>
            <category>Music</category>
            <category>Life</category>
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x27v1o_tom-petty-you-don-t-know-how-it-fee_music"&gt;Tom Petty - You Don't Know How it Feels&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt; &lt;br /&gt;
Let me run with you tonight&lt;br /&gt;
I'll take you on a moonlight ride&lt;br /&gt;
There's someone I used to see&lt;br /&gt;
But she don't give a damn for me&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But let me get to the point, let's roll another joint&lt;br /&gt;
And turn the radio loud, I'm too alone to be proud&lt;br /&gt;
You don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;
You don't know how it feels to be me&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
People come, people go&lt;br /&gt;
Some grow young, some grow cold&lt;br /&gt;
I woke up in between&lt;br /&gt;
A memory and a dream&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
So let's get to the point, let's roll another joint&lt;br /&gt;
Let's head on down the road&lt;br /&gt;
There's somewhere I gotta go&lt;br /&gt;
And you don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;
You don't know how it feels to be me&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
My old man was born to rock&lt;br /&gt;
He's still tryin' to beat the clock&lt;br /&gt;
Think of me what you will&lt;br /&gt;
I've got a little space to fill&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
So let's get to the point, let's roll another joint&lt;br /&gt;
And let's head on down the road&lt;br /&gt;
There's somewhere I got to go&lt;br /&gt;
And you don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;
You don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;
No, you don't know how it feels to be me&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;
You don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;
No, you don't know how it feels to be me&lt;br /&gt;
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            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/29/957.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Thu, 29 Jul 2010 17:25:04 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Emotional Rollercoaster</title>
            <category>Family</category>
            <category>Life</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/26/956.aspx</link>
            <description>I go from being happy for her, to being mad at her, to extreme sadness, to downright depression. I hate this.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/956.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/26/956.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jul 2010 16:24:06 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Heartbroken</title>
            <category>Family</category>
            <category>Life</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/25/955.aspx</link>
            <description>Kari is leaving on the 11th of August. Just over two weeks away. My heart is breaking. I keep trying to tell myself that this will be good for her and for Gayla and me. I'm a liar.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/955.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/25/955.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jul 2010 16:15:11 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Trying to get back on track</title>
            <category>Life</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/21/954.aspx</link>
            <description>I need to start living my life again instead of just existing.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/954.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/21/954.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jul 2010 13:28:06 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>iPhone 4</title>
            <category>Computing</category>
            <category>Miscellaneous</category>
            <category>facebook</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/21/953.aspx</link>
            <description>Bought an iPhone 4 yesterday! Won't get it for 7-10 days tho'. Hmph.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/953.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/21/953.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jul 2010 13:27:09 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Letting go</title>
            <category>Family</category>
            <category>Life</category>
            <category>facebook</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/13/952.aspx</link>
            <description>Beginning the very difficult process of letting go.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/952.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/07/13/952.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jul 2010 13:13:22 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Livin' on a prayer...</title>
            <category>Music</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/06/17/951.aspx</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jun 2010 01:54:05 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Don't judge me...</title>
            <category>Music</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/06/17/950.aspx</link>
            <description>&lt;p&gt;but I have some real man love for these guys.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Love these versions.&lt;/p&gt;
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            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/06/17/950.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jun 2010 01:52:22 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Drunken Playlist</title>
            <category>Miscellaneous</category>
            <category>Music</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/28/949.aspx</link>
            <description>Haven't done this in a while...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Hey Jealousy - Gin Blosssoms&lt;br /&gt;
Space Truckin' - Deep Purple&lt;br /&gt;
Young Turks - Rod Stewart&lt;br /&gt;
Don't Do Me Like That - Mudcrutch version&lt;br /&gt;
Sara Smile - Hall and Oates&lt;br /&gt;
Heavy Metal - Sammy Hagar&lt;br /&gt;
My Way - Los Lonely Boys&lt;br /&gt;
Simple Man - Lynyrd Skynyrd&lt;br /&gt;
Madman Across the Water - Elton John&lt;br /&gt;
Three Lock Box - Sammy Hagar&lt;br /&gt;
Easy Livin' - Uriah Heep&lt;br /&gt;
Saving Grace - Tom Petty&lt;br /&gt;
The Needle and the Damage Done - Neil Young&lt;br /&gt;
Crazy Circles - Bad Company&lt;br /&gt;
I Can't Tell You Why - The Eagles&lt;br /&gt;
A Woman In Love (It's Not Me) - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers&lt;br /&gt;
Blue on Black - Kenny Wayne Sheppard&lt;br /&gt;
All Summer Long - Kid Rock&lt;br /&gt;
Rock n Roll Jesus - Kid Rock&lt;br /&gt;
Stranglehold - Ted Nugent&lt;br /&gt;
Turn the Page - Metallica&lt;br /&gt;
Mother - Danzig&lt;br /&gt;
Fire Woman - The Cult&lt;br /&gt;
Bad Motor Scooter - Montrose&lt;br /&gt;
House of Broken Love - Great White&lt;br /&gt;
It's Not Over - Daughtry&lt;br /&gt;
I'll Be There For You - Bon Jovi&lt;br /&gt;
Wonderwall - Oasis&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/949.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/28/949.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2010 01:51:48 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Badfinger - Day After Day</title>
            <category>Music</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/14/948.aspx</link>
            <description>Great fuckin' tune. It's hard to find with Pete Ham singing. I got it. Lemme know if you want it.&lt;br /&gt;

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            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/14/948.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Sat, 15 May 2010 03:35:47 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>The battle wages on...</title>
            <category>Life</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/14/947.aspx</link>
            <description>I'm tryin'...but I'm failing. I can't believe how hard it is to stay positive. It's &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;very &lt;/span&gt;hard. Give me strength.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/947.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/14/947.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Sat, 15 May 2010 02:57:07 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Do you "live your life"?</title>
            <category>Life</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/12/946.aspx</link>
            <description>I was watching Biography Channel last night and there was a promo commercial about a biography of Elton John. So during the promo, there were various quotes by Sir Elton himself. I don't remember exactly what he said but one thing really made me stop what I was doing and look up. He was talking about his life and his music, and he ended the sentence with "...that's the way I live my life". What? The way you &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;live &lt;/span&gt;your life? You mean you have a choice??&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I guess the thing is, I've never thought that I actually "live my life" a certain way. When I really think about it I do, but it occurred to me that a lot of the time my "life" rules the way I live; if that makes any sense. Probably the best way to sum it up is I let things happen to me instead of making things happen in my life. Of course, my daughters influence my life a lot. That comes with being a parent I guess. Still, it's probably not the best way to go through the short time we have here.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I've been thinking about this all damn day. I should probably make some changes.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
So, do you "live your life" or does your life happen to you?&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/946.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/05/12/946.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Wed, 12 May 2010 22:58:45 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Sweet Emotion</title>
            <category>Music</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/03/19/944.aspx</link>
            <description>&lt;div&gt;This video, and song of course, rocks! Not the phone sex part, but the band playing. What a great bass line, and I love how Steven Tyler and Joe Perry are singing and staring at each other.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Rock on Aerosmith! Rock on!&lt;br /&gt;
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            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/03/19/944.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Fri, 19 Mar 2010 22:10:13 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>A Revelation</title>
            <category>Life</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/03/03/943.aspx</link>
            <description>Remember this feeling. Remember this attitude. Remember this......this person. This is me. Not the person I've been. The person that is really inside. A man. Confident. Strong. Me. Remember this! It's imperative. That other person is not me. &lt;span style="text-decoration: line-through;"&gt;It's what they've made me.&lt;/span&gt; It's what they've &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;tried&lt;/span&gt; to make me. It ain't happening. Now go forward. Not backward. Forward. Remember who you &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;really&lt;/span&gt; are. &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Be &lt;/span&gt;who you really are. Come here often. Remember this feeling. Remember this person. &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Be &lt;/span&gt;that person.&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/943.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/03/03/943.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Thu, 04 Mar 2010 03:02:50 GMT</pubDate>
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            <title>Make it stop</title>
            <category>Life</category>
            <category>Family</category>
            <link>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/02/17/941.aspx</link>
            <description>&lt;p&gt;It's been a very tough year so far. It's been one thing after another. When will some good times come? When will it get easier? When will they be able to take care of themselves? I'm only one man. I can't do it all. I can't be right all the time.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I'm pretty much at my wit's end. I can't take much more.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://blog.bigkspub.com/aggbug/941.aspx" width="1" height="1" /&gt;</description>
            <dc:creator>Keith</dc:creator>
            <guid>http://blog.bigkspub.com/archive/2010/02/17/941.aspx</guid>
            <pubDate>Wed, 17 Feb 2010 16:13:29 GMT</pubDate>
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